April was a month of transition. May felt like a month of settling back into rhythms.
With the client Go Live behind me, the pace of work slowed considerably. For the first time in months, I had stretches of open space in my calendar. That was both a gift and an adjustment. I was reminded that work provides more than income—it provides structure, challenge, and a sense of forward momentum. As the intensity of the project faded, I found myself in a quieter season.
Health-wise, I had my PET scan and annual mammogram. The mammogram was stable with no changes from last year, and I continue to be grateful for every routine appointment that ends with good news. I also spent more time paying attention to everyday health: hydration, blood pressure, sleep, and recovery from a minor fall earlier in the month. Nothing dramatic—just the ongoing work of stewardship.
One practice that emerged this month came from a sermon application at church. Each evening I began asking myself a simple question: What emotion dominated my day? I paired that with a short gratitude list. Some days the answer was happiness, contentment, or relief. Other days it was boredom, anxiety, frustration, or sadness. The exercise reminded me that emotions are meant to be acknowledged, not ignored, and that gratitude often sits alongside them.
Community continued to be one of God’s greatest gifts this month. There were meals with friends, Community Group gatherings, support group meetings, church activities, and several Exploring LA outings. Nothing particularly extraordinary happened, but I found myself appreciating the ordinary rhythms of friendship. After the heaviness of March and April, simply spending time with people I care about felt restorative.
One theme I noticed throughout the month was movement. I walked often, took public transportation more frequently, explored different neighborhoods, and spent time out in the city. Walking has become more than exercise—it has become a way of praying, processing, observing, and simply enjoying where God has placed me.
As May comes to a close, I find myself grateful for a quieter season. There were no major breakthroughs, dramatic changes, or life-altering events. Instead, there was stability, friendship, meaningful work and good health. There was time to breathe.
Praises & Highlights
- PET scan completed and mammogram remained stable
- Client project launch and transitioned into post-launch support
- Began practicing a daily emotional audit and gratitude reflection
- Reconnected with friends through meals, church activities, and Exploring LA
- Listening to the Bible via The Bible Experience Audiobook
- Side effects-to-date: High Blood Pressure
Prayer Requests for Jun
- Pray that I can continue to trust the Lord as Jehovah-Jireh to provide all I need. Pray for faith and wisdom in how best to exercise my skills
- Pray for fellowship and community
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